But I won’t talk to a man for hours/days before meeting him. Why? Cause I’ve found it consistently raises false expectations of who he is, and how we might click.
When I talk to a man on Instant Messenger, I begin ‘filling him in’ – that is, I construct a mental and emotional sketch of who I hope him to be. The more we chat, the more elaborate that sketch becomes.
Same when I hear his voice on the phone. Though it’s a more personal medium, the phone makes my ‘fill in’ process go wild. I imagine him talking to me in person; how he carries himself, how he looks at me, the energy he has about him.
The flesh and blood meeting is then set up for a reality jolt. That mesmerizing deep voice, those beautifully constructed sentences, came from someone I have no chemistry with in person.
When I initially meet a man in person, I can usually decide within the first five to ten minutes if I’m interested. So why waste excessive valuable time chatting beforehand? Sure, he might make a great ‘friend’ – but as a single, working mom of three, I have trouble making time for my best friends. I’m simply not willing to sacrifice this precious resource for every online date.