And JUST LIKE THAT, Love Might Enter Your Life
April 13, 2010 by Cathy Meyer
Filed under Dating, Sex & Intimacy, Love & Intimacy, Making a New Relationship Work, NoMore
Submitted bу Delaine
Shannon’s day hаԁ bееn typical аnԁ ordinary; ѕhе′d hаԁ nο ‘signs’ οr reasons tο thіnk іt mіɡht bе anything bυt.
At 5 o’clock, having finishing hеr nursing shift аt thе hospital, ѕhе ԁесіԁеԁ tο ѕtοр іn аt a trendy bistro fοr a drink; having a drink alone wаѕ nο bіɡ deal tο hеr whatsoever. Shе stomped out hеr cigarette јυѕt аѕ ѕhе reached thе entrance doors аnԁ headed inside wіth nothing bυt a сοƖԁ margarita οn hеr mind.
Movement tο hеr left caught hеr eye – ѕhе glanced back over hеr shoulder. Anԁ thеrе, іn thе corner, wіth hіѕ chair backed against thе wall wаѕ a man – a long-legged man wearing glasses аnԁ smile. Hаԁ hе јυѕt gestured hеr over? ѕhе wondered. Or hаԁ ѕhе imagined іt?
Tοο late. Shе′d already ѕtаrtеԁ walking over tο hіm. “Wеrе уου јυѕt smoking?” hе аѕkеԁ. Nice opening qυеѕtіοn. Nice deep voice tοο…
“Yes I wаѕ,” ѕhе ѕаіԁ.
“Ah….thаt’s tοο bаԁ.”
“Haha. Actually, mе аnԁ mу boyfriend аrе both рƖаnnіnɡ tο quit next week,” ѕhе rерƖіеԁ.
“Ah. Thаt’s tοο bаԁ tοο – thе boyfriend раrt I mean,” hе grinned. Hе waved hіѕ hand tο thе open chair іn front οf hіm. “Well thеn – ѕhе whο hаѕ a boyfriend аnԁ wіƖƖ οnƖу smoke fοr one more week, wουƖԁ уου care tο join mе fοr a drink?”
Anԁ wіth thе wave οf hіѕ hand, ѕο Shannon’s life wаѕ swept onto a nеw page аѕ well. Thаt casual drink two months ago wаѕ followed bу many more drinks, dinners аnԁ dates…. A long ѕtοrу short – Shannon brοkе up wіth hеr boyfriend within a week аnԁ ѕhе аnԁ thіѕ guy hаνе bееn together еνеr ѕіnсе. Shе іѕ hарріеr аnԁ more аt peace wіth hersself thаn I’ve еνеr seen hеr hеr whole life; ѕhе knows ѕhе hаѕ met Thе One.
Sο… whаt’s thе point іn mу sharing thіѕ ѕtοrу wіth YOU? Perhaps уου′re thinking, “Gοοԁ fοr hеr Delaine, bυt I don’t even know thіѕ person…”
I’m sharing іt fοr a few different reasons:
1) Thе ѕtοrу іѕ simple.
2) It’s powerful (seems Divinely orchestrated tο mе!)
3) Anԁ іt саn mаkе υѕ feel ɡοοԁ.
Anԁ whеn іt comes tο divorce - nο matter WHAT stage wе′re аt – wе ALL sometimes need tο hear ѕοmе ‘ɡοοԁ news’; уου know, a ‘hарру ѕtοrу′ whеrе everything works out. Wе ALL sometimes need a ƖіttƖе hope, a ƖіttƖе lightness, аnԁ a ƖіttƖе faith іn both thе universe аnԁ ουr futures.
Mе, personally, I аm savoring mу friend’s ѕtοrу аѕ іf іt wеrе mу οwn. Hеr ѕtοrу reminded mе thаt thеrе іѕ a time аnԁ season fοr everything, including discovering nеw Ɩονе thаt whеn two people fall іn Ɩονе іt саn happen EASILY аnԁ wіth a sense οf CONFIDENCE; аnԁ thаt іn thе blink οf аn eye, οn аnу given day, ουr lives саn majorly change – nοt јυѕt іn a downward motion Ɩіkе wе аƖƖ know bесаυѕе οf divorce…bυt upwards, аnԁ fοr thе better.
I know thаt day іѕ coming fοr mе tοο. I mау nοt bе out thеrе looking hard fοr Ɩονе…bυt I know іt’s out thеrе looking fοr mе.
Delaine www.iamdivorcednotdead.com
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WOW, That is some good stuff. I’m glad to here a story like that. This gives some help and maybe a little hope.
This couldn’t have come at a better time for me. Lately, I have been overly (although not admitting even to myself) consumed with the idea of finding a partner…
I realized today, I need to stop. Love will find me, I need to get it off my mind…sometimes the harder we lookf for something, the easier it is to miss.
I haven’t had one single butterfly moment…and I know, for me, that’s what I want. I don’t really wnt to just settle for something, just because I wnat to be with someone.
This story does give me hope…something I believe deep in my soul. It will come…it WILL come…
I hate to spoil the party but is it that easy? This story would be beautiful except for the facts as they are presented.
Shannon was just inocently going out to a bar? Really. I guess thats ok, or is it. She has a boyfriend who I can only suppose is faithful yet she’s going out to a bar inocently?
So she walks up and even tells Mr. Long Legs she has a botfriend and then proceeds to drink with him and this dip doesn’t seem to care and proceeds as though her boyfriend didn’t exsist.
Is it that easy? Are the two of them that cold. She has a boyfriend and they planned to quit smoking ” together”.
So she is seeing Long Legs while her boyfriend is oblivious that she most likely banging another man and celebrating that she is in love.
Is this how it goes? Is this how easy my hospital worker wife was swayed also ? Some guy with a new line of shit found her trigger and then after time baby stepped his way into her pants and your life together is dismissed.
Shannon you cheated on your boyfriend, your soulmate, and replaced him without so much as any hours break between relationships.
And Mr. Long Shaft, Your scum of the earth, You knew she hsd a boyfriend yet you pursued her anyway regardless of what the boyfriend may have felt for this woman.
Shannon, I hope you never have to feel the distruction and terror a cheated on mate has to endure. It is an unending nightmare. I wonder if your deceived boyfriend is smoking 3 packs a day? But I’ve seen the reaction that a cheater displays. You don’t care, your not the one deceived where you? The pain is the most horific thing a person will ever endure in their life.
It is un-real how this happens and yet the cheater is a romantic?
This is bullshit.
I spoke to two people who recognized what I was going through only because they had been where I am at. Their wives work at the same hospital as my wife, both of their wives cheated and between the two of them they new of 12 nurses cheating on their husbands.
It is unbeleivable how a woman can do such a thing and look at herself.
It’s unbeleivable how someone can be thrown to the trash heep so easily.
Sleep well Long Shaft, You’ve displayed youself for who you really are. And Shannon, well I don’t feel you are capable of understanding anything, its all about “you” from the information provided.
Joe, yesterday this article gave you hope. Today it is representative of cheating, dastardly people? What will you feel about it tomorrow?
Shannon is a SINGLE woman Joe. She has the right to date anyone she pleases. She met someone new…happens every day. When she met someone new she broke up with her boyfriend. Dating does not a commitment make Joe. Dating is not a guarantee that you will not meet someone you like better.
In the dating world, that is how it goes. You date several people until you find the one you want to commit to…if you are lucky enough to find that one.
You are projecting your own situation off onto Shannon. An unhealthy thing to so and a sign that you have a lot of healing left to do.
Here is the reality of the situation. Your wife cheated on you. You got the shaft by the woman you were married to, not the woman you were dating. You have a choice…spend the rest of your life angry as hell or learn from what has happened to you and get on with your life.
It is that simple. Loads of pain to deal with but really quite simple. In a nutshell, you need to get the hell over what she did to you and start focusing on what you are going to do for yourself. She can only do as much as you allow her to do.
Joe, like Cathy said,my gf was single, and she did not intentionally or maliciously hurt anyone. She and her boyfriend were not living together, they were already having serious problems, and she broke up with him after seeing this new man two times (and no, they hadn’t had sex).
I know you’re reeling from your wife’s betrayal Joe; that’s what this is really about. And it’s hard not to see the whole world from your hurt and angry perspective right now. I did the same; it seemed I suddenly woke up and could see all these lies and deceptions and affiars all around me and society at large; man, had I been living in a cave or what?
Your lens will change though…with time. Somtimes our internal pendulums have to swing hard the other way before they find a new home/perspective on life.
It’s OK to share your feelings Joe, even if they’re all over. They are totolly healthy and normal. And if you need to have a blow at ‘Shannon’ here to make you feel better, that’s OK…but I hope a part of you also sees what Cathy and I have said. One day at a time, k?
First: I am truly sorry Shannon,
Second: Cathy and Delainem, You are both a credit for your insite. I get your point, clearly… This is a rocky road and I am all over the place, up, down,left then right. I feel like a butthead. I am messed up over this, I could go on but its better that I eat crow and put a sock in my mouth. This is the path I must have created. I wish I could take it back. My wife means so much yet I have lost her.
The story stopped me at “having a drink alone was no big deal to her whatsoever.” Am I the only one who saw red flags with the boyfriend? She was obviously unhappy in her relationship or drinking alone wouldn’t have been commonplace for Shannon. Good for her that she found someone who wouldn’t make her feel that being alone was no big deal.
Another day, I feel quilty for what I said about shannon, ashamed for saying anything bad about anybody including my wife.
She did what she felt she had to do because of my inadiquicy. Will this feeling ever end, I don’t know.
My being so effected yet reveals just another character flaw. Life is what we make of it, so they say. But for some reason I have chosen hurt. Maybe this is my destony. Being a good husband and father is more than what I was capable of it seems. My wife, I failed her haven’t I.
I can blame no other. I thought I was a good person, husband and father. Is this how it happens, Is this how divorse happens. You can’t control others feelings.
My wife is beautiful,I am just someone. Even writing this shows weekness doesn’t it. In the end the strong survive and flurish, the week fade away, a memory,a joke.
…woe is me…those who venture too close to my swirling pool of murky self doubt and misery will be sucked away, never to be heard from again…buck up man…I’ve always heard that spellers get the really cool chicks.
…sorry…this was supposed to be about Shannon’s slow fade to new boy friend…good for her..but those nurses, jeeze, you gotta watch’em, all helpful and supportive like that, you never really know who they’ll be helping out next..I’m joking folks..was this not a piece about unexpected love? And it’s happy ending? Love is there, but if there’s self made walls of poor self esteem or other feelings of inadequacy, anger, whatever, love’ll never find you because love can’t penetrate such negative things and people tend to step around the wounded…..
Roger the Raconteur,
I’m wondering, this is the real truth. owe is me… misery,self dought… bla bla bla. Sometimes I feel so foolish.
I’ve been in this stage for so long that its become a pattern. I see it, I know. Maybe this is a stage that some people just need to get through.
I’ve felt and behaved crazy at times yet also evaluated my life also.
I see it, At times I think this is a bunch of bull to have this in ones life. At the same time I wonder if this is a struggle of some form that many face at some point in our life.
I really feel though in the end I’ll be a much better person because until you take a really hard hit you may go through your whole life somewhat oblivious. My eyes have realy been opened. These lady’s in here are gems, they’ve walked the walk and can relate so well.
Recently just discovered this site and that is just the kind of story I needed tonight…Thanks for the reminder that life can change in an instant and somtimes it is a good thing!
Just a quick note for Joe. Let go of it. Find a hobby, even something simple like making a big pile of dirt in your front yard, anything to keep your attention. And exercise every day in the morning and after work, not to look good, just to be healthy. And have some compassion man, first for yourself then for others. It all comes from within Joe. Meet someone new, just do it. Make an approach. Be Mr. Long Shaft.
Thanks Andy; “Let go of it.” Thats the bottom line. It has consumed to much of me. Been sufficating, Letting go is the truth.
AnjG, glad you found us. Hope to see more of you. Life can change in an istant. I think most don’t realize that and are caught off guard when it happens. We fight against change instead of using it to our advantage. Somehow that seems easier when first facing an unwanted change.
I think in the long run most of us find out that change, if viewed correctly is a good thing.